bodrum-rnc-gs şeklinde bir dizilimi oldu hayatımın son 2 haftalık süreçte. 8 gün kadar bodrum'daydım. fena olmayan bir tatildi. bol bol alkol ve ağırlıklı olarak güneşi görmeden geçti. rnc ise epey eğlenceliydi. kendi küçük dünyamızda epey geyikleyip, bolca güldük. saçmasapan aktivitelerde bulunduk, prodigy, linkin park, kaiser chiefs ve nin i sahnede görme zevkini yaşadık. güneş tarafından tecavüze uğramamıza ve benim cuma günü yaptığım halısaha maçımdan kalan ağrılarıma rağmen epeyce keyifliydi. tüm bu süreçte bol bol spor haberleri ve house izleyerek beynimi boş tuttum. yarında gs-tobol maçı için stada gideceğim. boşaltım işlemim tamamlanacak sanırım sonrasında ve yeniden bir şeyler üretmeye başlayacağım. bakalım. güzel ama boş bir yaz geçmekte gibi...

I feel so unsure
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies, something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen and all those sad goodbyes

I'm never gonna dance again
Cause guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
And there's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again
Cause guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose the crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me?
Please stay

I'm never gonna dance again
Cause guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Feeling the moment slip away
Losing direction you're losing faith
You're wishing for someone
Feeling it all begin to slide
Am I just like you
All the things you do - can't help myself

How do you feel when there's no sun
And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again
How will you feel when there's no one
Am I just like you

Turning to face what you've become
Bury the ashes of someone
Broken by the strain
Trying to fill that space inside
Am I just like you
All the things you do - can't help myself

How do you feel when there's no sun
And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again
How will you feel when there's no one
Am I just like you
All the things you do

Don't ever feel
That you're alone
I'll never let you down
I'll never leave you dry
Don't fall apart
Don't let it go
Carry the notion
Carry the notion back to me

Feeling the moment slip away
Feeling the moment slip away

Cause I'm just like you

How do you feel when there's no sun
And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again
How will you feel when there's no one

Am I just like you?

değişen pek bir şey yok. öyle bir sürüncemede geçip gidiyor hayat. bu yüzdendir ki sessizliğim...